From that bloody day forward, the Indians called her He’eo-vé’ho’e-hooma, Woman-White-Person-Killer, and the Vé’ho’e, trickster-white-spiders, white men called her: Mankiller Woman...
In 1839, two years before the mass migration of Easterners to Oregon began, a few wagon convoys made their way along the Oregon Trail. Along the way, one small group of adventurers murdered the Native American Chief of the Cheyenne Nation, Little Buffalo, raping and murdering his 13-year-old daughter, White Moon, as well.
Afterward, his wife, Youngest Child, and her eldest son, Big Coyote, hunted down and killed the six-man party of men. Had there been any women, they’d have spared their lives.
But there weren’t any.
After this, her son returned to the tribe, and he and his wife cared for his younger siblings while his mother continued to kill white men.
From that bloody day forward, the Indians called her He’eo-vé’ho’e-hooma, Woman-White-Person-Killer, and the Vé’ho’e, trickster-white-spiders, white men called her: Mankiller Woman
Sun on the limestone burns through Mankiller Woman’s belly and thighs as she lies at the edge peering down on the wagon train.
The heat radiates up to her heart, drumming against her left breast. Her arms, pressed flat to the stone, cradle the recurved bow. Rising to her knees, eyes locked on the cliffs, she aligns her chin with the bluff edge and surveys the river below. Across the sweep of brown water, twelve wagons struggle in a single-file line, heads of the draft oxen shivering with wet and mud.
No shadow breaks her outline.
No twitch of muscle betrays her watch. Inhaling, she breathes in; it settles shallow. Tuning her ears to the cacophony below. English curses thunder from both banks. The teamsters roaring at the beasts. The words battered out in Pennsylvanian and Virginia accents.
Unfamiliar and brash. Wagon beds lurch. Wood flexes and screams under the strain. Through it all, the grunting and braying of cattle layer over the deeper groans of earth and river.
Each wagon in turn noses down the cutbank. Plunging the lead ox into brown, soup-thick water. Mud grabs at the wheel spokes. Dragging them to the side. Threatening to snap the wood. The teamsters leap onto the traces. Shouting and whipping. Sometimes losing a boot in the ooze.
A boy, between grass and hay, scrambles behind the offside wheel. Trying to dig the rut free with a stick. It splinters. Vanishing in the current, and the boy wails at the loss, voice high and breaking.
Mankiller Woman marks the detail. Assigning it the weight of a pebble, lets it drop.
To her right, a rill of water seeps from the bluff top and threads down to the river.
She tracks it for a heartbeat. Checking for movement, nothing but a water bug’s wake. Farther below, at the head of the crossing, Rattlesnake Holt rides parallel to the wagons, with his silhouette sharp against the summer glare.
Even at this height, the wolf-skin cap distinguishes him. The ragged ears flopped forward. The long nose slouching down toward his own. The roan under him eats the ground in a fast gait. Wasting no motion, the animal’s body thin but coiled for sudden action.
Brass and silver of the Hawken long boomer wink with every tilt of Holt’s shoulder. He has slung it across his back, barrel up, muzzle pointing to the sky. The rifle is named Mercy. She knows this. She heard the whispers from trade-goods men at Fort William spoken with envy and fear in equal measure.
Mercy has killed men at six hundred yards and split coyote skulls for sport. The wolf pelt, the weapon, the relentless forward posture, all speak to a man who builds his own legend and feeds on its power.
From the bluff, Holt reads as tall but stringy. Arms sinewed not from lifting burdens but from carving them away. His movement betrays no injury or age. At every step he radiates purpose. At the near bank he brings the roan to a dead halt. Dropping from the saddle before the animal stops. Swinging up to the lead wagon in a motion so practiced it has lost all ceremony.
She tracks his hands.
A twitch to adjust Big Medicine’s strap. An open palm to catch the bridle as the wagon team tries to surge forward. A brief pinch at the shoulder of a passing teamster. Who flinches and laughs. No anger behind it. Only the recognition of a man with rights.
Offering a word here, Holt moves along the wagons. Now and again, a hand to the work. Never lingering on the men unless to correct a mistake. But when he reaches the first woman. The tall one with a red kerchief—his grip transforms.
Fingers settle at the small of her back. Steading her as she drops from the wagon board into the mud. She giggles, tugs her skirt clear, but doesn’t remove his hand.
Saying something meant for her alone, Holt bends close. The tall woman’s face colors. She glances at her boots, and the moment passes.
Helping her over the rut, he steps back, and his hand stays at the small of her back a fraction too long. Mankiller Woman calculates: two, three heartbeats beyond necessity. The next woman, a stout matron in a brown bonnet, receives the same hand. Welcomes the same lingering touch. But this time Holt’s palm shifts and finds her elbow, guiding it, caressing the inside.
The matron pretends not to notice. But her cheeks flush in the shadow of the bonnet. Holt delivers a comment. Something quick and low, and the matron’s mouth splits open in unabashed laughter. Meeting his eyes, she tips her chin up. For an instant the rest of the crossing fades into background noise.
The woman’s husband watches the exchange from the wagon seat, hands knotted on the brake lever, a line of white showing at the knuckles. The man says nothing, but the set of his jaw records the injury.
The woman stores the detail: the men do not challenge Rattlesnake. The women do not recoil, though some do not like the touch. All submit, some with open pleasure, others with resignation. This pattern, repeated wagon after wagon, hammers the rhythm of Holt’s rule.
For two days she has traced this train westward. This is the third day of sleeping under a buffalo hide, eating pinched rations of jerked elk. At Fort William she learned the names: Holt, the wagon master and guide. The legend man with a story for every trail and a scar for every failure.
She heard of the women. Three lost on his trains in two years. One drowned, they claimed. Another trampled in a stampede. The last vanished in the night. A gap in the count never closed. Those women, and children too, the ones who wandered at night, no trace found but a ribbon or a boot
Below, the crossing turns frantic.
A wagon, the third from the rear, founders on a submerged rock. One of the oxen loses footing, nose under water, and the wagon lists. Two children leap out. One plunges full into the river. The mother screams for them. The voice knifing through the din.
Holt leaps from his cayuse, bounds over the front of the wagon, grabbing a child as he passes her. Diving into the water, he lets her go. On the others, four kicks of his feet. Wrenching the first child free, he grabs one hand at the nape. Swinging her up to the grass with a heave that draws applause from the wagon men.
Plunging back, grabs the second child. But the river snatches the body downstream. Flailing arms and all, Holt pursues. Knee-deep, hip-deep, head under, vanishes in the foam. For two seconds, three, nothing moves. Then he surfaces fifty yards down. A child’s arm clamped in one hand. The long gun in the other. Kicking his way to the shallows. Hauling the child onto the sand, and stands for a second, breathing hard.
The rescue ignites a storm of cheering. Teamsters hoot and slap one another, the mothers sob, the children howl in fright and gratitude. Holt deposits the child at her mother’s feet, shrugs off the thanks, and marches back to his roan, water streaming from every inch.
“There’s a third child,” one woman screams. Mine’s fallen in as well. Sussie, she’s caught in the current.”
Jumping back into the current, he swims after the kid. Catching her at a bend in the river, they go under. Pressing her face down in the mud while holding himself with his other hand on a protruding tree root. Assuming she dies, he thinks, You’ll never open your little trap about last night now.
After she stops kicking, her body goes limp, he lets her go. The current carries her away. He comes out of the water. And sends his two scouts out to find her.
“One way or ‘tuther, you bring her back in four days. If, in that time, you can’t find her, get back, or you’ll be left behind.”
Mankiller Woman watches the children’s faces, the women’s eyes, and the men’s body language. All ringed around Holt. Unified, alive, desperate for his regard. In another world, she might respect the power, the command. Here, it sickens her. The predator’s grace, the animal certainty—it is too familiar. It is her own, reflected and corrupted.
The other mother, Sussie’s, expresses her appreciation for his efforts. No one saw what he did, not even Mankiller Woman.
“How he not save second girl child? He the one who knock her off the seat.” The Indian woman can’t put these pieces together. The fit is wrong. Was there intent here?
In a single swing, Holt mounts the roan, water still gushing from his leggings. The rifle re-strapped across his back. He rides to the lead. Shouting new orders. And the train moves again. One by one the wagons clear the water.
Dragging themselves up the far bank. The wheels, hoofs all leave a signature. A trace. The warrior woman reads the mud. The drift of the river. Trailing a cloud of insects, Mankiller measures them.
By mid-afternoon the crossing is complete.
Wagons huddled on the far shore. The bodies reunited. The boy who nearly drowned in his mother’s arms. Sobbing and shivering. No one notices the woman on the bluff. The observer with skin the color of summer corn. With her hair hacked short to jaw level. Naked to the waist except for scars and the fresh. An angry stripe across her left shoulder. She doesn’t move. Doesn’t need to. Time isn’t her enemy.
Dressed in a single long strip of soft deerskin. It passes between her legs and is tucked over a hide belt cinched at the waist. The fabric hangs down front and back. Providing basic coverage and ventilation. Leaving her legs bare and free for riding and pursuit. The deerskin has darkened with sweat into a rich amber color.
Moccasins boots complete her warrior garb. Hard-tanned bison hide soles thick enough to turn aside cactus spines, with soft deerskin uppers. Reaching up to her calves. Decorated with geometric patterns in porcupine quillwork. They are worn soft and fitted to her feet like second skin.
This isn’t her first time as a Dog Soldier. Having counted many coups and killed two Crow and three Lakota in battle.
She lowers her forehead to the stone, closes her eyes, and reviews the chaos again. Each detail lines up, a string of black beads on a cord, and she fingers each one. Holt: tall, predatory, adored. The women: hungry for his attention, even when it stings. The men: hating and needing him in the same breath.
Above the river, the air shifts. A band of sandpipers rises from the shore. Shooting along the water, wings skimming the surface. The sound draws her back to the present. She stretches, arches her back until the vertebrae pop, and swings her feet under.
The sun slants west, baking the bluff and her skin. Standing, she dusts grit from her knees and slips the bow into her left hand. With her right, she fingers the medicine bundle at her belt. Two objects in the bundle: her daughter’s tooth and a twist of her husband’s hair.
Whispering both names under her breath. Saying them in Cheyenne, many syllables for each, and the dirt and salt of the air flavors her sadness.
On the bluff, near sunset, she studies the caravan. Dividing the river into bands of glare and shade, shadows from the bluff cut hard lines across the water. The noise of the crossing drifts up, less a story than a pile of fragments: swearing, splashing, the panicked mewl of a calf who has lost sight of its mother.
In the second-to-last wagon, the woman catches sight of a small woman with straw-yellow braids who gathers herself at the lip of the seat. Legs dangling, her feet too far from the wagon’s step. Hesitating, she squints at the far bank. As if the whole geography might rearrange if she simply stares long enough.
The gray wool shawl at her throat closes her neck, smothering the heat, but she clings to it. The Indian woman draws a mental line from the girl’s fist, white-knuckled, to her face, pinched and square, to the nervous twist of her mouth.
A child’s face. But not a child.
The husband comes next. Scrambling from the wagon’s shadow. Skinny. Hollowed out by disease or hunger. The way the bones in his hands show white and brittle. He steadies himself on the frame, coughs wet into a folded handkerchief. The cloth blooms red-brown, but he tucks it away before anyone can mark it. Each move planned in advance. The same as a fox crossing a trapline.
Arriving at the wagon, Holt’s boots sinking to the ankle in mud. He glances up, shows patience, and smiles. But the eyes run up and down the woman’s body before settling on her hands.
Where she clutches her boots to her chest. With one arm, he offers a perch, palm open and fingers curled at the ready. The woman—Clara, the wagon men called her—places her own hand inside his. A small, delicate hand, the color of river clay, the nails uneven and chewed.
Holt’s grip closes over hers, slow and deliberate. He says something that doesn’t carry, lips close to her ear. The woman nods, cheeks blotched with red. Her chin tips to her chest, and her free hand goes to the shawl pin, worrying it. Holt helps her down, keeps her hand, even as she steadies on the river stone.
Mankiller Woman counts the seconds: one, tw