Four Kinky Women

Anna’s Nurse

 

I.

 

Anna looked at the home health aide who walked into her bedroom. She was tall, almost Amazonian tall, and while not exactly fat, she had curves all over. Too many curves. And big tits. And presumably a big butt as well. Anna couldn’t tell from where she was lying in her bed. Anna tried not to be judgmental, she knew she didn’t have the best perspective on other people’s bodies, but this new aide wasn’t exactly thin.

“Good morning,” the aide trilled out.

“Go away,” Anna groaned while rolling over to face the wall. It was the middle of the morning, ten a.m., and it was far too early to get up. “And before you ask, I don’t want to eat breakfast.”

“I wasn’t going to ask,” the aide said. She had a slightly British accent and held herself stiffly, like the all the eyes of the world were upon her.

“You can’t make me eat,” Anna snapped. “I don’t care what my parents told you.”

“I’m not going to force feed you, so you don’t have to worry about that,” the aide said. That was an unexpected response. Anna rolled back over and forced her eyes open. The aide would almost be pretty if she wasn’t so heavy. She had a lot of thick, brown hair that was pulled up into a bun at the nape of her neck. Judging by her face she wasn’t much older than Anna, but she conducted herself like she was years older. Anna had only recently taken a break from her first year in college. She was an adult, even if her parents treated her like a child.

“Isn’t that what Mom and Dad hired you for? To make sure I eat all my fruits and veggies? That’s that all the HHAs are for.”

“I’m not a home health aide,” she said in her clipped tone. “I’m a nurse.”

“Oh. Mom and Dad sprung the big bucks to find an actual nurse. What should I call you? Nurse Ratchet? Should I even bother to learn your name? Everyone else quits in a couple of days. Are you even a real nurse?”

“My name is Millicent.” It was an old name that didn’t fit the face of a pretty young nurse. “My friends call me Lilli. You can call me ‘Nurse’ or ‘Miss Brown’ or ‘Millicent’. I can assure you that I am a real nurse. I have my LPN and am currently working on my RN.”

“A little side job to earn some money, huh?” asked Anna. She let her eyes roam up and down the other woman’s body. “You’re a little too fat for a stripper. Makes sense.”

The thin smile on Millicent’s didn’t waver. “I’m here to supply you with the nutrients you need, nothing else. I’m not here to debate the situation and I’m not here to provide you with counseling or emotional support. I am your nurse, nothing more. Though I will tell you that severely restricting your diet will only make you sick, possibly to the point of death.”

“Yeah, yeah. I know. I’m not stupid. I’m just mentally ill.”

“Shall we begin then?”

Anna briefly thought about arguing with Millicent. There was no point to it. She was severely tired, as always. There was no reason to start the day with an argument. That could be left for the afternoon. Anna was confident that Millicent wouldn’t last three days.

She untangled her thin limbs from the sheets and struggled out of the bed. The boniness of her body was obvious even underneath the loose fitting nightshirt she was wearing. Anna took her time, making Millicent wait, letting the nurse get an eyeful of her thin, denied body.

When Millicent refused to turn aside and give Anna some privacy, she smartly asked, “Are you going to watch everything I do, or are you just a perv? I want to change before we go to the kitchen.”

Millicent wasn’t fazed by the mild insult. “We can do it right here.”

Anna raised an eyebrow. “Breakfast in bed? How luxurious.”

Seeing no other oblivious location, Millicent nodded. “If that’s what you like then.” She seated her rotund bottom on the mattress and started unbuttoning her blouse. She was dressed in a plain white shirt and dark blue pants. It wasn’t exactly a uniform, but it wasn’t hospital scrubs either. Before Anna could understand what was going on, Millicent finished opening her shirt and then pulled her breast out of her bra.

“What the fuck!”

Millicent looked up innocently. Her fat white breast was hanging free. It was topped with a bright pink nipple, puckered and ready. To Anna’s eyes it was obscenely large; to anyone else, it would have appeared to be a perfect globe of flesh, ripe and youthful. “I am your wet nurse,” she said calmly. “I’m here to feed you.”

Anna was shocked. She didn’t know what to do or think or say. Only a stammering came out of her mouth. “I-I-I-I’m not doing that! I’m not some baby who has to be fed from some woman’s…body!”

Tilting her head up just a bit, Millicent caught Anna’s eye. “Aren’t you? You’ve spent years of your life not eating. It’s my job now to make sure you properly eat. You have acted like a child and you have an underdeveloped body. The best food for someone in need of good nutrition is breast milk.” She gestured at her breast. “I have plenty of that. It is why your parents hired me. To feed you.”

“Bullshit!” Anna wanted to run away, but she didn’t have the energy. Instead she stumbled backwards a few steps and pressed her back to the wall.

Fixing the young woman with an annoyed stare, Millicent replied, “Do you really think I’d be doing this,” and she gestured to her bare breast, “if your parents didn’t want it to happen.”

“Bullshit!” Anna barked again.

“Do you resist because you don’t want to eat or do you resist because you think it infantilizes you?”

Anna didn’t say the words, but her immediate thought was neither of those. It was one thing for her parents to have a daughter that was anorexic. It was another entirely for them to have a lesbian.

And she couldn’t deny the attraction she had for Millicent.

“It’s…a twisted thing to do. My parents hiring you and you actually doing this. I’m not a baby. I’m an adult.” Even to her ears, Anna knew she sounded childish. There was nothing more childish than a young person insisting she was an adult.

“Let’s do this the easy way,” said Millicent. “You nurse for a bit. Get some of my milk. And then we can make a decision as to how to go forward.”

Anna shook her head. “If this was something that my parents wanted for me…they’d get like a doctor’s prescription or buy me some high protein powder that goes in a shake.”

Millicent slowly shook her head. “And they told me you’ve already tried that. It didn’t work for you. Yes, you could try all sorts of things. This is what they’ve opted for now. There is no one easy solution for women with your condition,” she said softly. “We try everything and see what works.” She gently cupped her full breast. “Don’t you want to try this, at least once?”

Anna licked her dry lips and tried to make herself say no. She found she couldn’t say anything. After a long uncomfortable silence, she finally managed to squeak out, “Fine. It’ll be terrible and then I’ll be done with it.

Not knowing what to do was the hardest part. Anna found she had to give over so much control to Millicent who arranged pillows on the bed, told Anna where to lie and how to position her body. It was obvious the nurse had done this before with other people. She was calm and professional throughout. When Anna finally found herself facing the other woman’s fat breast, she found she was strangely excited about the prospect, not because of the offer of food and nutrients, but because she’d have the opportunity to touch another woman’s breast. High school had been a series of awkward dates with boys who wanted nothing more than to fuck her. College was supposed to be a time to explore her sexuality, but that never materialized between difficult classes and so much time spent exercising. This was Anna’s moment of truth.

And it wasn’t sexual at all. It was just another woman’s breast. She probably could have gotten the same experience by wandering through the locker room.

Still, it was the only game to play right now and Anna had a certain curiosity. She opened her mouth, latched on to Millicent’s breast and started sucking.

What she experienced was almost beyond words.

Not knowing what to expect, Anna just sucked on Millicent’s breast like she would have sucked on a straw to a diet soda. No calories. What she was given was a sudden flood of sweetness that filled her mouth and made her taste buds dazzle with excitement. It was almost too much and Anna’s first instinct was to spit out the milk, but that seemed almost a crime, completely wasteful. Instead she swallowed it and instinctively sucked again.

A soft moan sounded from Millicent’s throat. The flood of sweet milk filled Anna’s mouth again. It was good and she knew it was good for her, which made Anna want to stop. She didn’t want all the calories. She needed to keep her body thin and beautiful, but the compulsion to suck and swallow was too much to overcome a lifetime of teaching herself that food was bad.

She kept sucking and swallowing without realizing exactly what she was doing. In almost no time she felt her belly filling. “Oh god,” she moaned softly, letting Millicent’s nipple slide from her mouth. It glistened wetly and a few beads of milk formed on the tip.

“Problem?” asked Millicent, her voice professional and cool as always.

“I think I’m full.”

Millicent hefted her large breast with one hand, shaking it slightly, gauging the weight. “You didn’t drink that much. You just feel full. I have plenty left for you.”

Anna shook her head. “I don’t want any more.”

The nurse tucked her breast away into her bra, which both relieved Anna and disappointed her. She wouldn’t have minded seeing Millicent completely topless. “We’ll give it a few hours. The important thing is for you to nurse every few hours. You need to get your strength back.”

“Every few hours?” Anna almost whined.

“Yes. Are you sleepy now? Nursing for the first time often exhausts my patients.”

Maybe it was the suggestion, but Anna realized that a late morning nap would be nice. “A little.”

She let Millicent get her arranged in bed. Anna didn’t want to think of it as being tucked it, but that’s exactly what it was.

 

 

II.

 

Anna woke up from her nap feeling refreshed. That was unusual because it was common for her to wake up exhausted. She knew it was because of her restricting her food intake, but that hadn’t stopped her in the past. Today was different. The nap had done her good.

But the truth was it was nursing from Millicent that had done her the most good.

As she picked her head up from the pillow, she saw the nurse sitting in the armchair that occupied the corner of her bedroom, quietly reading a book. The moment Anna was awake, Millicent stood up and walked over to the bed.

Anna was accustomed to a great deal of privacy. That’s what came with being the daughter of rich parents. Her room was private. She had her own bathroom. She could come and go as she pleased from a private entrance. It was strange to be suddenly sharing the space with a nurse. Yes, the house keepers and home health aides had come and gone in the past, but with Millicent it felt different.

“Awake?” asked Millicent as she approached the bed.

“Mmm-hmm.” Anna nodded her head.

“Need to use the bathroom?”

Anna was certain the nurse would have led her to the toilet, watched her go, wiped her, and brought her back to the bed all without asking. Sadly, she didn’t need to pee and peeing was one of the very few things that her body still did right. Anna usually drank a lot of water to deal with hunger, but she didn’t have a need to drink or pee at the moment.

“Then why don’t we get down to business,” Millicent said and opened up her shirt. A second later her large breast was out and she joined Anna on the bed. It was the opposite breast, the one Anna hadn’t nursed from yet.

This time there was no hesitation, the moment Millicent cupped the underside of her flesh and offered the nipple to Anna, she quickly settled into position with her head on the pillow sitting on Millicent’s lap. She latched on right away and started sucking.

It was heaven. Her mouth was flooded with Millicent’s milk. The nurse moaned slightly, her reaction to her body adjusting the nursing. Anna was amazed with how much milk the woman produced. She had expected it, but there was so much it seemed almost a crime for her to keep taking it in, as if she was stealing from her.

After a few minutes of eager nursing, Anna settled down into a pattern of breathing and sucking and swallowing and playing with Millicent’s nipple. Her tongue danced across the knobby structure and she delighted in the sensation. Millicent ran her fingers through Anna’s fine hair. “Enjoying yourself?” she asked.

Anna didn’t want to break the latch she had on Millicent’s breast. She only nodded her head a tiny bit and made a muffled, “Mmm-hmm,” noise.

“Good, good,” Millicent said soothingly. “Keep going. This is good for you. It’s good you like it.”

And at the same time Anna hated herself for drinking the milk. She didn’t want to get fat. But she couldn’t stop herself. It was too good.

Eventually Anna had to stop. She pulled her mouth free of Millicent’s nipple. “Full?” the nurse asked. “All done?”

Anna shook her head. “I need to pee now.” It was a bit humiliating to admit, but Anna didn’t want Millicent to think that she wanted to stop nursing.

“Okay. Let’s go.”

It was almost just like Anna envisioned. Millicent escorted her to the bathroom and watched while Anna lifted up her nightshirt and sat on the toilet. Her thin legs looked an odd contrast to the seat. She didn’t wipe Anna—that was a step too far—but she watched everything. As she was finishing, Anna realized it wasn’t that Millicent was a pervert, it was because she was making sure Anna wasn’t puking up the milk she had just drunk.

Anna had already vowed to herself she would never do that to Millicent.

“Still hungry?” asked Millicent as they returned from the bathroom.

“Uh-huh,” Anna said, more eagerly than she wanted to let on.

Millicent had tucked her breast back into her bra while they were in the bathroom, but had left her shirt unbuttoned. She reached inside her shirt now and weighed both breasts in her hands, evaluating them. “We’ll need to switch sides. I don’t want to get too unbalanced.”

They went back to the bed and instead of going perpendicular to each other, this time Millicent had Anna curl up next to her. While getting into position, Anna put her hand on Millicent’s hip. When the nurse didn’t object, she left it there. She could feel the warmth of Millicent’s body through her clothing. The second session of nursing went smoothly. Anna eagerly swallowed down all the milk that Millicent offered. Eventually, however, she had to stop. Her stomach filled and Millicent’s milk started to give out.

“Thank you,” Anna said as she discretely wiped her mouth with the back of her hand.

“It’s what I’m here for,” said Millicent. “But I do enjoy my job.”

“Can I call you Lilli?” she asked, her stomach a sudden pit of dread in anticipation of the nurse saying no.

“Of course you can,” replied Lilli who suddenly bend down and kissed Anna lightly on the forehead, a gesture of affection that was also incredibly chaste. “You look tired. Another nap, perhaps?”

Her stomach full and her nerves settled, Anna realized that another nap would be an excellent idea. She nodded and Lilli tucked her in as she drifted off to sleep.

 

 

III.

 

Lilli wasn’t the only new person that her parents had hired. Maybe they were in a panic because her last round of serious weight loss had put her in the hospital. There were three HHAs that seemed to monitor everything she did when Lilli wasn’t there. It was Lilli, however, that Anna looked forward to seeing every day. She would have preferred the nurse be there all the time, but that was impossible.

Anna feasted upon Lilli’s milk at every opportunity. She could feel her body start to gain weight, not just from the milk but from the regular food that Lilli insisted she eat. She actually started to withhold her milk if Anna didn’t eat exactly what she demanded. Anna found it cruel, but she did it because she was so enamored of Lilli. She would have done anything for the nurse.

Weeks passed. “I’m getting fat,” Anna said with some annoyance as she pushed a finger into the little bulge of her belly. It was true she was putting on weight, but she had simply gone from anemically emaciated to lean with a little later of fat under her skin. She was unhappy with her new body, but she was much healthier and she knew it. Her reborn body was entirely because of Lilli’s care and breast milk.

“You’re not fat, you’re normal. And you’re still underweight,” Lilli pointed out as she settled into bed with her charge. She opened her shirt and produced her breasts.

Anna’s eyes lit up and she immediately latched onto one fat nipple, sucking the sweet milk from it. Lilli moaned in appreciation. They often nursed alone and Anna had become intimately familiar with her nurse’s breasts. Anna knew how full they would be when she arrived in the morning and how long she could nurse before they were empty and how long it would take before Lilli had recharged. There was no way to be certain, but Anna was positive half her nutrition was taken in from Lilli’s milk.

And Lilli had taken a great interest in her charge’s body as well. She carefully monitored everything the young woman ate and drank, tracked all her body functions, and made sure she was gaining weight. Because anorexics often became obsessed with pounds and ounces, Lilli applied her expert eye to Anna’s body and saw that Anna was gaining appropriate weight.

She didn’t mind at all when Anna wanted to nurse and play with her breasts at the same time. Very little of the milk went to waste. Anna was happy to drink her nurse’s milk.

Every time her breasts were emptied, Anna felt a wave of sadness. But today when she finished her morning feeding, she rolled out of the bed and pulled off her nightshirt. She was naked underneath, but she wasn’t shy in front of Lilli. Her tits were still tiny along with everything else: her waist, her butt, her thighs, every inch of her limbs. Except maybe her belly and the convex curve it had acquired. She posed in front of Lilli displaying her belly. “I’m getting fat,” she repeated.

Lilli tucked her breasts away in her bra but left her shirt open. “No, you’re getting normal. Perhaps we should try starting a simple exercise routine today. A little walk?”

Exercise was a trigger for Anna. While it was good, too much of it could use up all the energy reserves she had just built up. And before she had spent hours and hours exercising; that was bad.

“After I shower?” asked Anna. The idea of her walking hand in hand with Lilli thrilled her. She knew it wasn’t going to happen, but the fantasy was a good enticement.

Lilli shooed her off with her hands. “Go. Shower. Dress. We’ll walk.”

Anna showered quickly. She could feel the layer of fat starting to grow under her skin. While Lilli wasn’t obese by any means, she wondered if her nurse liked well-rounded women like herself. Or if she liked women at all. They often talked about inconsequential matters, but Lilli had never mentioned a romantic partner.

Instead of dressing Anna returned to the bedroom in nothing but her towel. Lilli was tidying the room. Her shirt was closed and she was ready to go, much to Anna’s disappointment. She frowned at the young woman’s towel. “Hurry up. Get dressed.” If nothing else, Lilli was no nonsense.

“I don’t want to get dressed. I want to nurse some more.” She tried not to pout like a little girl, but the behavior was obvious.

“I’m empty. You can nurse after we walk. You’ll get more that way.” Their usual routine was for Anna to nurse as soon as Lilli arrived for the day, then every two hours throughout the day until Anna’ parents returned from work. The big meal was breakfast.

Anna shook her head. “No. Now. Just a little taste, just to get me going.”

Lilli rolled her eyes and went to the bed, though she knew better. “Fine. Five minutes.”

Anna eagerly dropped her towel, scampered onto the bed next to her nurse and pulled at her shirt. It wasn’t the first time Anna had done that, but Lilli was uncomfortable with Anna undressing her. It wasn’t professional. Still, she liked the change in Anna’s attitude and body, so some small privileges were allowed.

Anna nursed happily, swirling her tongue around the nipple like she knew Lilli liked. She had listened to the nurse moan and shift her body depending on how Anna nursed. By now Anna knew exactly what Lilli liked. There wasn’t much milk in the left breast and she abruptly switched to the right.

“Good girl,” Lilli murmured, stroking Anna’s thin hair.

Anna pulled her mouth free of the voluptuous breast. “You like that?” she asked.

“Keep going. It feels nice.” Lilli’s eyes were closed. They often were when Anna nursed. She didn’t object to Anna’s hand resting on her hip. She didn’t object when Anna snuggled her naked body closer to hers and let her hand slip down to cup the nurse’s round buttock.

There wasn’t much milk in Lilli’s breast and they both sensed it when Anna was nursing but nothing was coming out. “We should stop,” Lilli said softly.

“I don’t wanna.” Anna mumbled these words into Lilli’s soft flesh.

“We should really go for our walk,” said Lilli.

“I don’t wanna,” Anna repeated. “I want to stay in bed with you.”

“We shouldn’t,” Lilli said even as Anna slipped her naked leg between Lilli’s legs.

“Do you have a boyfriend?” Anna asked, probing into her personal life.

Previously Lilli had deflected this sort of question. This time she said, “No.”

Anna kissed Lilli’s breast on the border between her areola and her flesh. It was a blatant kiss, not a patient nuzzling for more milk. “Do you have a girlfriend?”

Lilli let out a little chuckled. “No.”

Moving carefully Anna latched on to Lilli’s nipple and instead of sucking, she nipped gently at her vulnerable flesh. Lilli moaned but didn’t object. She slipped her hand lower on Lilli’s bottom, feeling the expanse of her ass.

“We shouldn’t,” Lilli said but didn’t push Anna away.

“We can make love here in my bed,” said Anna. “It’s good exercise, better than walking.”

“No, it’s not,” said Lilli but she didn’t stop running her fingers through her charge’s hair.

“Don’t you want to make love to me?” asked Anna as she nuzzled Lilli’s other nipple and caught the little nub between her teeth, not biting, but applying pressure.

Lilli groaned. “Yes, but I shouldn’t.”

And Lilli didn’t stop Anna as she pushed down at Lilli’s loose-fitting pants. She actually helped, letting Anna undress her, but kept her panties on, as if that were any more appropriate, as if it would stop Anna from her goal.

Anna ran her fingers all over Lilli’s naked flesh to no objection. Lilli was on her back now after removing her pants and Anna kissed her way down the nurse’s body, stopping briefly to wiggle her tongue into the hollow of Lilli’s belly button, and then stopping at the top edge of her panties.