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Grandpa Brands Paisley

R.R. Ryan

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Grandpa Brands Paisley

The Honda rattled up the gravel, headlights painting the oaks gold as the light faded to dusk. Early October in the Shenandoah Valley, and the world half-dead: grass brittle, leaves curled, the air cold enough to lift goosebumps on bare flesh. Shifting forward, Paisley squinted through the windshield.

The house came into view at the top of the hill, familiar as her own reflection. Old two-story with a wraparound porch, boards weathered silver. She parked next to Bryson’s truck, passenger door caved in from last winter’s ice storm, and killed the engine.

For several moments, which stretched into minutes, she lingered in the car. Her phone said 6:54. Mom’s text flashed on the lock screen: Let me know you get there safe. She swiped it away without replying. Instead, she fixed her eyes on her own hands, nails bitten to the quick, knuckles raw from chalking the mats after practice.

No one watched her, but she still needed to perform: shoulders back, chin up, smile at the ghost in the rearview. The uniform clung to her in all the wrong places: shorts so tight they bit into her thighs, the UVA tank top stretched over the small rise of her chest. Damp spots darkened the fabric beneath her arms.

Her nipples had been hard since the AC at the gymnasium, but she kept the bra off as a dare to herself, a little needle against the day’s boredom.

Stepping out into the cold, her gym bag slung over one shoulder, she took a breath and marched toward her future. A single porch light cut through the dark. The house smelled of wood smoke and mowed grass, the way it always had. She pulled the front door but found it locked—a new habit after Mom’s last visit, when the neighbor shot a coyote in his henhouse. The back was always open.

Moving like a trespasser, Paisley’s sneakers made no sound on the flagstones. When she pressed her face to the back window, she saw nothing but her own reflection, and caught the hum of the fridge beyond it. Her breath fogged the glass. The handle yielded in her hand, and she slipped inside.

The kitchen stood empty.

Dishes in the sink, mail in a half-hearted pile on the table, the old calendar still stuck on September. She set her bag down. Listened. The house was as quiet as a waiting room. She could always tell if Bryson was home. He had presence; he left the air charged behind him, even when out of sight.

The brand of him pressed in around her now, close enough that the heat of it tightened the skin on her arms.

She padded through the living room. The couch sagged in the same place it always did, a grease stain from his boots on the ottoman.

“Grandpa?” She called out, softly. Pausing a few heartbeats, raising her voice, she said, “Papa, you here?”

No answer.

The clock above the mantel read seven-oh-five. For a moment, Paisley thought she heard water running. Perhaps Bryson in the shower. Washing the chlorine off from his evening swim. The sound stopped, and a new, distinct noise, slow and heavy. The thump of a dryer out of balance. It repeated, regular as a metronome. Every time, the ceiling overhead trembled.

Not machinery, something banging against the wall.

She pressed forward. The staircase creaked, old wood softened by years of bare feet and arguments. Holding one hand on the rail, she climbed. The clatter grew sharper: a slap, a pause, again, faster. She smelled something sweet and musky. Perfume, cheap and sharp, nothing her grandmother wore when she was alive.

At the top, the hallway stretched ahead, only the master bedroom door open, light leaking around the edges. She stood outside it, not moving, the noise now unmistakable. Bodies in motion, the wet smacking of flesh against skin.

A woman’s voice cut into fragments.

“Oh God,” “fuck,” “more, more.” Followed by a grunt she recognized from old family videos and late nights when she’d pressed her ear to the wall, sixteen and starved for anything forbidden.

Pressing her palm to her chest, the throb of her heart pounded beneath. Aware of her body all at once, the sensations took control. Shorts wedged so tight they scraped her. The top glued to her. A small knot of muscle in her gut winding tighter with each moan from the room.

Squeezing her breast through the shirt, Paisley’s fingers left sweat on the cotton, and she told herself it meant nothing. That she was checking on him. Making sure he was okay. She wanted to leave, but her feet rooted to the carpet.

The woman’s cries peaked—harder, oh, Jesus, right there—and faded to a whimper, followed by Bryson’s voice, deep and steady, speaking words she couldn’t make out. The metronome rhythm slowed, stopped. Silence hung for a long moment. Paisley swallowed. The tip of her tongue salty after licking her lips.

Standing in the hallway, Paisley couldn’t decide whether to move forward or go back to the car. Knock, interrupt, become the dutiful granddaughter with a quiz to study for and a sandwich to make.

She let her hand drift lower, fingers pressing under the elastic waistband, and the heat between her legs beckoned her to touch. She closed her eyes and squeezed, once, hard, released.

From the bedroom, the bed springs creaked, someone giggled, the unmistakable clink of a bottle. Bryson’s voice again, this time louder, a single command—Come here. Paisley opened her eyes and stepped forward. The door stood open two inches. Through the gap, lamplight poured across the carpet. She leaned closer.

Inside, shadows moved. Paisley saw the curve of a woman’s hip, the broad shoulders above her, and Bryson’s arm, corded with muscle, as he pulled her close. God, her grandfather was such a strong, youthful 63-year-old.

With her pulse racing, Paisley watched, shame and curiosity braided. Pressing her ear to the door, her own breath broke silence, shaky and thin. Squeezing her breast again, pinching a nipple until it hurt.

She told herself again: you’re just making sure he’s okay. You’re not a freak. You’re not like him. The bed thudded, a rumbling laugh from Bryson, and the soft sound of bodies rearranging. Paisley listened, hearing nothing but her own heart pounding.

The world went silent, so she slipped back down the stairs, left the house, and stood on the porch under the yellow bulb. Her legs trembled. Her face burned.

She glanced over the fields, the land gone black against the red strip of sunset. The chill bit harder now. Waiting for her heart to slow, she hugged herself and pictured what she would say when she went back in.

She paced the length of the deck until the cold forced her back inside. In the kitchen, she washed her hands at the sink. Let the water run hot, scrubbed the skin raw. The old clock on the wall ticked off the seconds. The house remained quiet. Only the hum of the fridge, the shiver in her own ribcage.

Her sneakers left wet marks on the wood.

Climbing upstairs, she moved without thoughts. The master bedroom sat at the far end of the hall, door cracked open. She told herself she would knock. She would say she needed a towel for the pool. She would act casual.

 

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