Clifford sat up as his alarm beeped, hair falling into his face as he blinked in the afternoon light.
Today was the day he was taking Emma to the hog roast and barn dance. Today would be a good day.
As he showered, Clifford wondered if Emma was as excited as he was. He shouldn’t be. Agent Emma Louis was going to cause him nothing but heartbreak. She wasn’t the type of woman who would be happy in a tiny town in West Virginia. Emma Louis was focused on her career, independent and happy in a big city.
Oh, how he wished things were different. Emma could never fall for a guy like him – he shouldn’t worry about it. He was helping her solve a murder, and that was all.
He pulled up to her hotel at their agreed-upon time, trying not to choke as he saw Emma exit her room. His sister had advised her how to dress for a barn dance – the cutoff jean shorts, cowboy boots and plaid button down top, unbuttoned to reveal a white tank top underneath, would definitely fit in. Emma looked absolutely stunning, and he thought he was going to have a hard time stringing words together.
“Hey, Clifford!” Emma said cheerfully, sliding into the passenger seat with ease, her smile rendering him speechless.
His ears were probably bright red. He put his truck in gear, mumbling a “Hey, Emma!” as he concentrated on driving.
The hog roast was in progress as Clifford pulled into the grass-covered yard, looking at Emma as he killed the engine.
Licking her lips, Emma said, ”So, our plan is for you to be seen with me – grab my hand or something. Really sell it, that you’re here with me. That should make people comfortable talking to me.”
“Right, got it,” Clifford mumbled, swallowing hard. She might be playing at liking him – but with the way his heart was thudding, Clifford wasn’t sure he could play at liking Emma.
He did like her. A lot, in fact.
“You, um, you look real nice, Emma.” Clifford felt himself blushing, but the smile he got in return was worth his embarrassment.
“Thanks, Clifford. You look good too. Are you ready to do this?” Emma tucked a piece of hair behind her ear, biting her bottom lip.
Clifford nodded, opening the door and going around to open Emma’s. Once again, she graced him with a smile, and Clifford felt his heart thump faster.
Stop that, heart, Clifford thought. She ain’t never gonna be yours, so stop thumping away harder every time she looks at you.
Emma slid out of his truck, sniffing the air with a grin. “I don’t know what they are cooking, but it smells delicious!”
“They’re roastin’ a couple of hogs over an open pit. I’m sure there’s some homemade baked beans, coleslaw, potato salad, tomato and cucumber salad, a whole bunch of pies, probably some watermelon for the kids… and beer. Lots of beer and whiskey, I can tell you that for certain, since I had to order extra.”
Emma replied, “Perfect. I’m starving!”
The strains of Jon Pardi’s Head Over Boots floated through the air as they left the truck, and Clifford groaned inwardly.
By the way she was looking around, he was hopeful she hadn’t caught the lyrics to the song. As she looked over at him, she gave him a small smile, reaching out and sliding her hand into his.
Contentment closed over him, and Clifford wouldn’t remember his own name if someone had asked him right then. He guided them towards the barn, and after paying their small entry fee – he once again got to witness the wonder on Emma’s face as she took in the inside of the barn.
Purple and white lights had been strung from the central lighting fixture. Bales of straw and hay lined the walls, with the center of the barn left open for dancing. The deejay booth sat at one end of the barn, and Clifford knew that later the deejay would be replaced by a band. He could feel everyone’s eyes on him as they walked inside.
The Purple Lady leaned closer to her best friend, saying something that Clifford was sure would be around the county by the end of the night. She looked up from her throne and waggled her fingers at Clifford in greeting. He gave her a half-smile, looking around the room to find his brother and sister.
He hadn’t located them yet when he caught sight of a blonde head rocketing towards him, and Clifford had to drop Emma’s hand to catch his niece, Sunny’s sweet face smiling up at him as she hugged him and wrapped her legs around him. “Uncle Clifford! Guess what?”
“What, Sunnybear?”
“I finished Prisoner of Azkaban last night!”
“You did? Guess that means we need to go to the library on Monday for Goblet of Fire, huh?”
“Can we please, Uncle Clifford? Can you pick me up after school and take me?”
“Oh, I think I can manage that, Sunnybear,” Clifford said, grinning at her now. “Where’s your Daddy and Aunt Allie?”
“Daddy’s outside by the pit with Moody, fightin’ about who can make the better barbeque, and Aunt Allie is gabbin’ with her friends about hair or somethin’. Sylvie’s around here, too. Who’s your friend, Uncle Clifford?” Sunny looked at Emma, giving the woman a smile as she squirmed out of Clifford’s arms and settled herself back on her feet once more.
“Oh, um,” Clifford started to mumble, his face turning red once more. Luckily, Emma took the reins, giving Sunny a smile and introducing herself.
“Hi there, my name’s Emma!” Her accent was so lilting, so beautiful, that Clifford was once again rendered speechless.
Sunny giggled before remarking, “You got a pretty accent, Emma. Are you sweet on my Uncle Clifford? Are you his girlfriend or somethin’?” Sunny looked between both of them, practically bouncing on her feet.
She been hangin’ around Allie too damn much, Clifford thought, his face coloring even more now.
“Well, now, he is pretty sweet, isn’t he?” Emma winked at Clifford, reaching over and grabbing his hand again. “As far as being his girlfriend… not right now, but maybe someday, if he asks.” Emma bumped him with her shoulder, and Clifford gulped, trying to make sure he was getting enough air so that he didn’t faint.
Sunny grinned and said, “That’s good, ‘cuz Aunt Allie said he needs to settle down and start makin’ babies soon. He ain’t never had a girlfriend before. Aunt Allie says that’s ‘cuz he likes readin’ and history and stuff, and ain’t many gals in Boone County like that.” Sunny looked around Emma, spotting someone she knew before looking back at Clifford and Emma and saying, “Nice to meet you, Emma! I’ll see you after school on Monday, Uncle Clifford!” As she ran off to meet her friends, Clifford once again found himself standing alone with Emma, her hand tiny in his as he wondered just what he should say now.
“I, uh, I’m sorry ‘bout that. Sunny’s pretty excitable once she gets goin’ and all…” Clifford mumbled as he looked down at Emma. Luckily, she didn’t seem to be phased by it, and she smiled up at him.
“It’s alright. I was that age once, I understand. Do you think the food is ready yet?” Her smile widened at the mention of food, and Clifford couldn’t help but smile back at her.
“We can go see! ‘Sides, my brother is out there, and he can get mighty worked up if he’s tryin’ to claim the crown of barbeque king. I might need to mediate.” Clifford somehow managed to let out a chuckle, his hand tightening around Emma’s as he led her back outside and around the back, where the delicious smells of roast pig simmering on the pits wafted to their nostrils.
Emma let out a moan that Clifford could only describe as sexual at the smell of the food, and he felt a tightening in his groin at the sound, even though he chose to ignore it. Soon enough, she would have all the information she needed for her case, and then she would be gone.
Clifford tugged on Emma’s hand as he spotted Andy, guiding her towards the barbeque pits, where his brother was in a heated discussion with Easton about what goes in the perfect barbeque sauce. “I’m tellin’ you, you have to use more Worcestershire sauce, or else that sauce is gonna taste like some Yankee city boy made it – I should know, I make the best sauce in West Virginia,” Andy was talking with his hands.
As they approached, everyone stopped talking, a smirk coming to Andy’s lips as he took in the sight of Clifford and Emma holding hands. “Hello, Clifford. Hello, Emma, is it? How you gettin’ on here in Boone County? Is Clifford treatin’ you right?” Andy’s smirk grew as he noticed his younger brother blushing, which also drew a chuckle from Easton’s lips.
“He’s treating me just fine, thanks. And everyone is very kind to me here,” Emma replied with an easy smile, squeezing Clifford’s hand gently.
Andy looked at his brother, then back at Emma before remarking, “Good. Our Daddy taught us how to treat the ladies right, didn’t he, Clifford?”
“Somethin’ like that,” Clifford mumbled.
Luckily, Emma tugged on his hand, giving him a sunny smile before saying, “Let’s go get some food, what do you say?”
“Sure, we can do that,” Clifford replied – because if they were eating, they didn’t have to be talking – and talking was something that Clifford was finding difficult to do in Emma’s presence today.
As day stretched into night, and the fireflies came out, dotting the horizon with their cheery light, Clifford found himself relaxing. Emma made it easy – she was just so charming. She also really loved to eat – leaving Clifford to wonder just where she packed all that food.
They sat together on a bale of straw, their thighs brushing against the others as they enjoyed a piece of peach pie with vanilla ice cream on top, watching the game of horseshoes. “This is so good,” Emma declared. Clifford smiled at her, the smile widening as he noticed the small smudge of ice cream on the corner of her mouth. Without really giving it much thought, he reached out and wiped the ice cream away with a long finger, trying not to enjoy the softness of her lips under his skin as he did so.
Blushing, he pulled away when Emma stilled, her eyes widening.
“I-oh god, I am so sorry-“ Clifford stammered. Standing, he muttered, “I- I’m gonna go find somethin’ to drink. A lot of somethin’s.”
“Clifford,” Emma said, looking up at him, “It’s okay. You’re fine. Really.” She reached out, grabbing his hand again and smiling – that smile that had been making his heart stutter all damn day – before asking, “If you’re getting a beer, could you grab one for me, too, please?”
“Yes, ma’am,” Clifford muttered, giving her a half-smile before he loped off, returning a few moments later with two cold bottles of beer. Settling down beside her once more, Emma glanced around as she took a swallow of her beer, trying to imagine having a life this laid back.
She had to admit, there was something appealing about sitting next to a good-looking man, watching the fireflies dance in the night sky as she drank a cold beer. The sounds of laughter and muted conversations drifted out of the barn, and the soft strains of some country song she would never have listened to any other time.
“Hey, Clifford?” Emma asked after she had observed people drifting towards the barn, the clean up beginning in the eating area.
“Yeah?” He replied, looking over at Emma.
“We should probably go inside and mingle. You know, so more people see us together?” Emma took another swallow of beer, and Clifford felt the familiar lump forming in his throat.
Right. She’s only here for her job… Clifford thought before standing and looking down at Emma.
“I’m supposin’ so,” he finally got out, sticking his hand out so she could slide hers into it. I ain’t nothin’ to her but a means to an end, just gotta remember that.
Still, as Emma stood and moved alongside him towards the barn, Clifford had a hard time remembering that she wasn’t his, that she was only there to do a job – because he desperately wished that she wanted him as much as he wanted her.
The music grew louder as they drew closer to the barn, and as they stepped inside, Allie waved at them both, beckoning them over to her.
“Awww, I knew that outfit would look good on you, Emma! With your complexion, well, I just knew it. Clifford here hasn’t been able to take his eyes off you all night, y’all are the talk of Boone County right now!”
Clifford let out a low groan, thankful for the music drowning out the sound.
“So,” Allie said, bouncing on her feet as she looked between the two of them, “Clifford needs to teach you how to 2-Step! We got the music for it, of course… don’t let him tell you he can’t dance, either, Emma. He’s light on his feet for bein’ a big guy like he is – I think it was all that time in the military, myself.”
“Hush, Allie, Emma don’t wanna dance with me…”
Clifford’s face was bright red again. The opening chords of Brooks & Dunn’s Neon Moon started playing, and Emma grinned at Clifford, tugging on his hand for a moment as she remarked, “Who says I don’t? Come on, Clifford, show me what you can do on the dance floor!”
As she pulled him towards the center of the barn, where couples were dancing, Clifford looked back at Allie, glaring at her as she gave him a double thumbs up.
Emma watched everyone else for a moment, noting how they were stepping and holding each other before she turned towards Clifford, looking up at him and grinning. “We got this. Let’s show them all something.”
“You’ve done this before,” Clifford said.
“Nope! Just a quick learner,” she said, winking at Clifford and taking great delight in watching his face color again. His mechanical hand was on her waist and his right hand was twined with hers as they danced, and he could feel heat radiating off her skin through her shirt.
They soon found their rhythm together, twirling and stepping across the floor as song after song played, until they were both red in the face and almost breathless. As the music faded away, Clifford pulled Emma off the dance floor, guiding her out the open back door, until they were standing outside, the rush of the Coal River a soft backdrop to a quiet, clear, starry night. The frogs were croaking merrily.
Emma was standing beside him, looking up at the stars in wonder, her hand still in his. Clifford also looked up, smiling as he mentally named off all the constellations he saw.
Pulling on her hand gently, Clifford led them even further away from the barn, where the light pollution would be even less. As Emma looked back up at the sky, she let out a soft gasp, murmuring, “I don’t think I’ve ever seen so many stars. They’re beautiful.”
“Yeah, they are,” Clifford answered, but he was watching Emma.
Clifford paused a moment before turning Emma towards him and pulling her into his arms, murmuring, “Dance with me some more, Emma.” His hands went to her waist again, his eyes looking into hers imploringly.
Emma smiled up at Clifford, not resisting when he pulled her into his arms. “There’s no music,” she said softly, letting out a small laugh before getting lost in his whiskey eyes.
“I got you,” Clifford said softly before pulling her into his arms more, his lips a hairsbreadth from her ear as he started to sing to her softly, his voice deep and steady as he started to sway with her. “I find it very, very easy to be true… I find myself alone when each day's through…Yes, I'll admit that I'm a fool for you… Because you're mine, I walk the line…”
Emma was finding it hard to breathe as Clifford started singing. Her heart was hammering in her chest, and her body seemed to fit perfectly against his as they danced in a small circle, completely lost in each other and the West Virginia night.
Both of them jumped when the firecrackers went off, Clifford scowling. By the sound of the laughter coming from the other side of the barn, it was one of the Bang brothers.
Running a hand through his hair, Clifford looked at Emma, who had jumped away from him at the intrusive noise and was looking around like she wanted to punch someone, and after a moment he asked, “Do you wanna go get some ice cream or somethin’? There’s this little family-owned place over by Danville. They got the best soft serve in West Virginia. I mean, unless you gotta meet more people, so you can ask ‘em your questions easier when you start that.” Clifford knew he was babbling nervously, looking everywhere but at Emma.
“Clifford,” Emma said softly, looking up at him as she grabbed his hand. “I’d love to.”
Flint’s Tast-T Freeze was less than a five minute drive from Madison, and the small, drive-up ice cream stand was brightly lit and inviting, a line of people waiting outside each of the four ordering windows. As Clifford and Emma stood in line, he was shocked when she slid her hand into his again, and he looked at her to find her smiling up at him. He smiled back, and as they reached the window, Emma scanned the menu for only a moment before ordering a chocolate milkshake. Clifford chuckled before ordering a chocolate cone for himself, and after they received their order, he led them to one of the small tables that were scattered along the small patio in front of the stand.
“Thank you,” Emma said after a few minutes of silence while they enjoyed their ice cream.
Clifford raised a brow to her in confusion. “For?”
Emma took a long pull from her straw before remarking, “I had you thrown into a holding cell overnight while I made my way here, interrogated you, accidentally locked you into a beer cooler with me, and now you are… well, you’ve been so sweet and nice and helpful. So, thank you.”
Clifford took a few licks of his cone before answering her. “You’re welcome. Always happy to help.”
They didn’t say much as they enjoyed the night air and their ice cream, and as he drove her back to her hotel, Clifford was constantly trying to remind himself that he wasn’t falling for her, that she’d be gone soon, and he’d be broken-hearted – but he knew he was already a goner. He’d been hooked from the moment he’d laid eyes on her.
He brought his truck to a stop next to her car parked in front of her room. As she put a hand on the door handle to open it, Clifford reached out and grabbed her hand, pulling her towards him. He was thankful she didn’t resist, and as his lips met hers, he was shocked when she put her arms around his neck, deepening the kiss.
It ended as soon as it began, and as she murmured, “Good night, Clifford,” and opened the door, Clifford was left feeling cold and lonely as he sat staring at nothing for a solid five minutes, his brain malfunctioning as he replayed the kiss over and over in his mind.
It wasn’t until he was home and in bed that he realized he had never told her good night as well.